I know it sounds really abstract but that’s a question I’ve been contemplating on for sometime now, after coming to Coimbatore from Bangalore. Life has not been the same and its become dull, boring, monotonous and sating. All the things I hate !
Apart from the dreaded monotony, the family makes so much of a fuss about every miniscule issue and i am really getting tired of this game. Is actually going for higher studies in the US such a big deal after all ?? Why don’t they consider my passion in nuclear as opposed to considering that I’m using higher studies as an opportunity to go to US. Why can’t they get it ?
I’ve been growing fat all these days. Lots of food at the right time adding weight at the wrong places. I know I’m gonna regret this later and seems like my legs are already troubled. Gotta do a checkup on that too. As of now, i need something interesting to keep my mind occupied. Reading books, browsing and roaming around to keep myself busy but am sure running out of options.
Well until next time, I’m going to vegetate even more…
The blissful silence in the depth of the night
Illusion of the mind in control, touching greater height
Peace descends all around in absolute serenity
The concentration opens and reaches the Universe in pure sublimity.
This joy that lingers ; Will it stay ?
All crutches to raise to that, haunts night and day
Tomorrow chaos shall return but memories do remain.
But that something touched feels pure like a elixir’s rain !
Life, this bitter sweet symphony
Still plays its tune amidst ruckus in complete harmony.
Every action, reaction perfect to its end
And so shall it be until all the energy is spent.
Ok. Sorry about the recent lack of posts but will write about that in detail later … For now, enjoy these links on security.
Probably most of it here is well known already but i just wanted to consolidate all the links i found out recently about security while reading on the topic ! This one is a security special
Time, the eternal, flows past
The matter that we are, watching muddled ;
Steady with no hurry, neither slow nor fast
He waits for nobody, the final riddle.
A year has now passed.
Sleep. Everyone sleeps. Some short and some very long.
But in every short doze thy feeling gets much closer ;
Every second blissful, feels like singing a song.
In every move of the dream, a feeling as if caught in a trance ;
Elated, excited, enjoying this chaotic dance.
Every moment passing, brings in more depression,
But the feeling never wanting to end ;
Is this pleasure ? I wonder. Probably Yes and No ;
Rotting alone in misery, with abundant feelings to tend.
Spirits soar again thinking about the long long way to go.
Aspiring for more but ill fate to dampen the velocity,
Hanging on, every moment trying to quench this curiosity,
It’s not my time to go, and there is so much more to know
And miles to go before i sleep,
And miles to go before i sleep…