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Duh. Felt like writing a hell lot of stuff when i didnt have a computer with me but now that i have one for all eternity right in front of me, the words are hiding, the thoughts seem to cringe and dissapear to places unknown. Last few days have been really hectic, tiring and been doing loads of new things, meeting new people and fantastic fun.

But the irony is that the more i love what i am doing, the more i am hating everything else. Its like one of those obsessions that keeps haunting you even when you sleep … The tetris and quake nightmares were better somehow than dreaming about radioactive nuclides, having dinner in the nuclear core and playing with uranium pellets.

Here is the sweet part about the whole deal. Goddammit. I dont make any sense at all ! hmm .. I am in one of those moods again. Miss a great deal of people, miss a lot of things happening back in India, but wouldnt want to miss this rush which i am going through here for anything else ! Stretched between the wish magnets, this infinite momentum is rising chaotically and me still hanging on at the edge while the flux rises …