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		<title>Fruition</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 30 Jan 2012 00:39:03 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Peace, wished, yearned, null satisfied; Aspired, immersed with actions, Fulfill&#8217;, not a throbbing heart. Captain, a ship floats yonder, steadfast Meditated, on now, even with a trace, Beloved, shattered fallacies, intrinsic. Dexterous dreamer, evolving, surviving manholes and pitfalls, still walking tall. Mutually seduced and stripped, iron to cotton. A delicate lotus, blooms, &#8216;midst raging sea, [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Peace, wished, yearned, null satisfied;<br />
Aspired, immersed with actions,<br />
Fulfill&#8217;, not a throbbing heart.</p>
<p>Captain, a ship floats yonder, steadfast<br />
Meditated, on now, even with a trace,<br />
Beloved, shattered fallacies, intrinsic.</p>
<p>Dexterous dreamer, evolving, surviving<br />
manholes and pitfalls, still walking tall.<br />
Mutually seduced and stripped, iron to cotton.</p>
<p>A delicate lotus, blooms, &#8216;midst raging sea,<br />
A split soul, earned, past deeds, karma;<br />
A yoke formed, sublime fruition inevitable.</p>
<p>Ye celestial suns, witness, bless an union.<br />
Thank thee elements, fire and water, pure.<br />
Dawned today, afresh; A new day, bright.</p>
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		<title>Particles do converge &#8230;</title>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 26 Dec 2011 06:30:59 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Fluid is life, flowing incessant, unyielding, Punished by vagaries will, let the soft pass, Supple yet dense, for forces hard. Surreal the thought, pure the accomplishment. A persona shines supreme, a soaring phoenix; Thoughts beyond, change resisted, failed short, Resplendent the mind image, intuition fought, Fruitless an union, once. A splinter in the mind&#8217; eye, [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Fluid is life, flowing incessant, unyielding,<br />
Punished by vagaries will, let the soft pass,<br />
Supple yet dense, for forces hard.<br />
Surreal the thought, pure the accomplishment.</p>
<p>A persona shines supreme, a soaring phoenix;<br />
Thoughts beyond, change resisted, failed short,<br />
Resplendent the mind image, intuition fought,<br />
Fruitless an union, once.</p>
<p>A splinter in the mind&#8217; eye,<br />
Yearning, buried &#8216;midst work and play;<br />
A heart torn asunder, resonant,<br />
senses enriched, a beacon visible aloft.</p>
<p>Regret, pangs mounted, emotions billow,<br />
flux, a future, a sublime moment past;<br />
Experiences gained once, crumbled mountains to sands,<br />
With time and resolve. A mail arose hence. So long.</p>
<p>A serene voice, outcome unexpected, connected link,<br />
Inaccurate once perceived, the mind,<br />
Blundered the sublime message, man blind,<br />
A hallowed angel, salvaged one from the brink.</p>
<p>Discovered anew, aspiration and adoration,<br />
To the quintessential essence, meditation, a consciousness,<br />
To an oscillation, duality, a swan,<br />
To my liberation, music, a magic flute,<br />
To a reflection, beloved, a unique spirit.</p>
<p>We adore not a person perfect, only<br />
realize an imperfect person perfectly.<br />
Ye be the perfectly imperfect hemispheres,<br />
Conjoined to form, a luminous, peerless yoke.<br />
This shall be all our stories,<br />
For always divine, the bond with any name.</p>
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		<title>Ka</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 18 Dec 2011 01:39:13 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[In the blue of the sky, in the green of the forest, Whose is the hand that has painted the glow? When the winds were asleep in the womb of the ether, Who was it roused them and bade them to blow? He is lost in the heart, in the cavern of Nature, He is [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>In the blue of the sky, in the green of the forest,<br />
Whose is the hand that has painted the glow?<br />
When the winds were asleep in the womb of the ether,<br />
Who was it roused them and bade them to blow?</p>
<p>He is lost in the heart, in the cavern of Nature,<br />
He is found in the brain where He builds up the thought:<br />
In the pattern and bloom of the flowers He is woven,<br />
In the luminous net of the stars He is caught.</p>
<p>In the strength of a man, in the beauty of woman,<br />
In the laugh of a boy, in the blush of a girl;<br />
The hand that sent Jupiter spinning through heaven,<br />
Spends all its cunning to fashion a curl.</p>
<p>There are His works and His veils and His shadows;<br />
But where is He then? by what name is He known?<br />
Is He Brahma or Vishnu? a man or a woman?<br />
Bodies or bodiless? twin or alone?</p>
<p>We have love for a boy who is dark and resplendent,<br />
A woman is lord of us, naked and fierce.<br />
We have seen Him a-muse on the snow of the mountains,<br />
We have watched Him at work in the heart of the spheres.</p>
<p>We will tell the whole world of His ways and His cunning;<br />
He has rapture of torture and passion and pain;<br />
He delights in our sorrow and drives us to weeping,<br />
Then lures with His joy and His beauty again.</p>
<p>All music is only the sound of His laughter,<br />
All beauty the smile of His passionate bliss;<br />
Our lives are His heart-beats, our rapture the bridal<br />
Of Radha and Krishna, our love is their kiss.</p>
<p>He is strength that is loud in the blare of the trumpets,<br />
And He rides in the car and He strikes in the spears;<br />
He slays without stint and is full of compassion;<br />
He wars for the world and its ultimate years.</p>
<p>In the sweep of the worlds, in the surge of the ages,<br />
Ineffable, mighty, majestic and pure,<br />
Beyond the last pinnacle seized by the thinker<br />
He is throned in His seats that for ever endure.</p>
<p>The Master of man and his infinite Lover,<br />
He is close to our hearts, had we vision to see;<br />
We are blind with our pride and the pomp of our passions,<br />
We are bound in our thoughts where we hold ourselves free.</p>
<p>It is He in the sun who is ageless and deathless,<br />
And into the midnight His shadow is thrown;<br />
When darkness was blind and engulfed within darkness,<br />
He was seated within it immense and alone.</p>
<p>&#8211; Sri Aurobindo</p>
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		<title>And Death Shall Have No Dominion</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 03 Dec 2011 07:19:00 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Neutron</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Another one by Dylan (Do Not Go Gentle Into the Good Night). And death shall have no dominion. Dead men naked they shall be one With the man in the wind and the west moon; When their bones are picked clean and the clean bones gone, They shall have stars at elbow and foot; Though [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Another one by Dylan (<a href="http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2006/11/12/do-not-go-gentle-into-that-good-night-2/" title="Do Not Go Gentle">Do Not Go Gentle Into the Good Night</a>).</p>
<p>And death shall have no dominion.<br />
Dead men naked they shall be one<br />
With the man in the wind and the west moon;<br />
When their bones are picked clean and the clean bones gone,<br />
They shall have stars at elbow and foot;<br />
Though they go mad they shall be sane,<br />
Though they sink through the sea they shall rise again;<br />
Though lovers be lost love shall not;<br />
And death shall have no dominion.</p>
<p>And death shall have no dominion.<br />
Under the windings of the sea<br />
They lying long shall not die windily;<br />
Twisting on racks when sinews give way,<br />
Strapped to a wheel, yet they shall not break;<br />
Faith in their hands shall snap in two,<br />
And the unicorn evils run them through;<br />
Split all ends up they shan&#8217;t crack;<br />
And death shall have no dominion.</p>
<p>And death shall have no dominion.<br />
No more may gulls cry at their ears<br />
Or waves break loud on the seashores;<br />
Where blew a flower may a flower no more<br />
Lift its head to the blows of the rain;<br />
Though they be mad and dead as nails,<br />
Heads of the characters hammer through daisies;<br />
Break in the sun till the sun breaks down,<br />
And death shall have no dominion.</p>
<p>&#8211; Dylan Thomas</p>
<p>That is sublime. <a href="http://www.poetryfoundation.org/bio/dylan-thomas" title="Dylan">Dylan</a> with an interesting background reminds me yet again that writing is an outlet powerful enough to sap excess emotions. Stronger the emotions, often sweeter the poetry, respite imminent&#8230;</p>
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		<title>Rain</title>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 27 Nov 2011 00:26:06 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Heavenly downpour, an elixir sustains, Living and recycling all that stands; Serene function, forgotten, seemingly mundane, To observe and grasp intricacies. From my mother, balanced on her crown, Water, taken and reclaimed, visually stunning, Fire, emanated breathing, an incense perfect, Tempest, carried, touching force magnificent, Constant beat, bringing down, rhythm supreme, At heart, tasted, understood, [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Heavenly downpour, an elixir sustains,<br />
Living and recycling all that stands;<br />
Serene function, forgotten, seemingly mundane,<br />
To observe and grasp intricacies.</p>
<p>From my mother, balanced on her crown,<br />
Water, taken and reclaimed, visually stunning,<br />
Fire, emanated breathing, an incense perfect,<br />
Tempest, carried, touching force magnificent,<br />
Constant beat, bringing down, rhythm supreme,<br />
At heart, tasted, understood, finally.</p>
<p>Five senses and elements, brought together,<br />
One divine event, unnoticed, never again.</p>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 18 Nov 2011 01:08:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Quiet the times, wafting on a river, Torrid the waves, unrelenting; Yet intangible the entropy, seemingly normal till I found a shade fond. Fresh the perspective, vibrant Engaging verbosely, respected. A reminiscent feeling dug deep Revives a bond, once beloved. Transient the touch, still affected Involuntary a kid chimed and dreamed; Unlikely snow flake discovered [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Quiet the times, wafting on a river,<br />
Torrid the waves, unrelenting;<br />
Yet intangible the entropy, seemingly normal<br />
till I found a shade fond.</p>
<p>Fresh the perspective, vibrant<br />
Engaging verbosely, respected.<br />
A reminiscent feeling dug deep<br />
Revives a bond, once beloved.</p>
<p>Transient the touch, still affected<br />
Involuntary a kid chimed and dreamed;<br />
Unlikely snow flake discovered anew,<br />
matured, unique, intricate, my precious cherished.</p>
<p>Somehow short yet impact sustained,<br />
A radiant consciousness shall linger everlasting.<br />
Another time, different setting, alternate universe,<br />
Particles perhaps do converge cardinally.</p>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 17 Nov 2011 03:37:14 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[More often than I care, queried, the reasons endured, Injury and therapy, without weary, managed, amidst muscles sore. Two screws, titanium strong, sustain movement, each knees tried, Unprofessional weakling forlorn, strengths born, in stride. After conquering tasks, men abhorred, I remember once again, reasons I run for; It nourishes movement, a sloth died, Pumps through [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>More often than I care, queried, the reasons endured,<br />
Injury and therapy, without weary, managed, amidst muscles sore.<br />
Two screws, titanium strong, sustain movement, each knees tried,<br />
Unprofessional weakling forlorn, strengths born, in stride.</p>
<p>After conquering tasks, men abhorred,<br />
I remember once again, reasons I run for;<br />
It nourishes movement, a sloth died,<br />
Pumps through my veins, makes me feel pride,<br />
Slowly but surely, winds of change, pure,<br />
A feeling lucidly reassured.</p>
<p>It moves me forward, to a future I see,<br />
Teaches no regret for the expired,<br />
I&#8217;ve left behind, retired,<br />
And ahead the beautiful seasons before me.<br />
Hope provided, life we think is sure,<br />
It is yet more brittle and pure.</p>
<p>She wages, provides meaning once more<br />
Subtler than words from a mind obscure.<br />
Blatant the health revived, with sweat,<br />
Sublime still the reasons, yet.<br />
A final thought thus evolves,<br />
Run thyself and realize my resolve.</p>
<p>For my writing, shy and barren,<br />
do injustice to the feeling matured;<br />
For the mind&#8217; eye perceives,<br />
an infinite unique possibilities.<br />
Far more to be said, miles to be conquered,<br />
races to be defeated, running life to be fulfilled.</p>
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		<title>Another year passes.</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2011/09/16/another-year-passes/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 16 Sep 2011 06:14:42 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[A year past, sour memories taint Another fresh life starts. A decade past, immature, arrogant, Time mellows and heals, lessons learnt. Three decades, a half lifetime ? Or close to full, pysche pushed ? Extremes attracted, a mind unrest, Oscillated, annihilated, wishes contracted. Shall the new cycle bring anew, Experiences, joy and sorrow alike ? [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A year past, sour memories taint<br />
Another fresh life starts.<br />
A decade past, immature, arrogant,<br />
Time mellows and heals, lessons learnt.</p>
<p>Three decades, a half lifetime ?<br />
Or close to full, pysche pushed ?<br />
Extremes attracted, a mind unrest,<br />
Oscillated, annihilated, wishes contracted.</p>
<p>Shall the new cycle bring anew,<br />
Experiences, joy and sorrow alike ?<br />
I pray so, for life feeble and short,<br />
Nothing satisfies than extending limits.</p>
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		<title>Inevitable</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2011/04/22/inevitable/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 22 Apr 2011 05:35:20 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Life, the net inference of infinite butterfly effects; Everything seems to matter, nothing really does; No reason to be austere or gay, Just realizations filter through august chaos. Every action, another fall; Karma. Without facade, intangible abyss tugs with fury, thou hast no escape. No related posts.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Life, the net inference of infinite butterfly effects;<br />
Everything seems to matter, nothing really does;<br />
No reason to be austere or gay,<br />
Just realizations filter through august chaos.</p>
<p>Every action, another fall; Karma.<br />
Without facade, intangible abyss<br />
tugs with fury, thou hast no escape.</p>
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		<title>Thoughts on a limp</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2011/01/22/thoughts-on-a-limp/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 22 Jan 2011 23:24:06 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Walking with my injured leg, Limping up and down steps cold, I keep reciting to myself: Down with the bad and Up with the good. Facts of life, reassured. No related posts.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Walking with my injured leg,<br />
Limping up and down steps cold,<br />
I keep reciting to myself:<br />
Down with the bad and Up with the good.<br />
Facts of life, reassured.</p>
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		<title>Introspection..</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2010/07/20/introspection/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 20 Jul 2010 09:05:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Another pebble in the river, Unearthed in sands of time, I feel fulfilled, satisfied when drunk among friends who barely understand but withstand. This psyche communicates better in code than in a language foretold. It is maybe the recursion, the patterns that fit like solutions to a maze. I stumble and bumble my way across, [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Another pebble in the river,<br />
Unearthed in sands of time,<br />
I feel fulfilled, satisfied when drunk<br />
among friends who barely understand but withstand.</p>
<p>This psyche communicates better in code<br />
than in a language foretold.<br />
It is maybe the recursion, the patterns<br />
that fit like solutions to a maze.</p>
<p>I stumble and bumble my way across,<br />
stepping on foots of people misunderstood;<br />
Numbers, alone, stay above, beyond criticism,<br />
You get it or you just dont.</p>
<p>Amadeus, Pi, Matrix, Fight club, Inception,<br />
Movies of infinite precision;<br />
What I perceive, no one else does;<br />
Childish yes but vast the possibility.</p>
<p>I have no regrets. I am what I am.<br />
Folly is ye to interpret.</p>
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		<title>If.</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2010/07/15/if/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 16 Jul 2010 01:14:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Neutron</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Came across this gem from Kipling and had to write about it. It concisely lays out the virtues of a great man. Just another stark reminder to all of us on how hard we need to strive to become a &#8216;Man&#8217;. And that too in plain simple words. Striking. If you can keep your head [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Came across this gem from Kipling and had to write about it. It concisely lays out the virtues of a great man. Just another stark reminder to all of us on how hard we need to strive to become a &#8216;Man&#8217;. And that too in plain simple words. Striking.</p>
<p>If you can keep your head when all about you<br />
Are losing theirs and blaming it on you,<br />
If you can trust yourself when all men doubt you<br />
But make allowance for their doubting too,<br />
If you can wait and not be tired by waiting,<br />
Or being lied about, don&#8217;t deal in lies,<br />
Or being hated, don&#8217;t give way to hating,<br />
And yet don&#8217;t look too good, nor talk too wise:<br />
If you can dream&#8211;and not make dreams your master,<br />
If you can think&#8211;and not make thoughts your aim;<br />
If you can meet with Triumph and Disaster<br />
And treat those two impostors just the same;<br />
If you can bear to hear the truth you&#8217;ve spoken<br />
Twisted by knaves to make a trap for fools,<br />
Or watch the things you gave your life to, broken,<br />
And stoop and build &#8216;em up with worn-out tools:</p>
<p>If you can make one heap of all your winnings<br />
And risk it all on one turn of pitch-and-toss,<br />
And lose, and start again at your beginnings<br />
And never breath a word about your loss;<br />
If you can force your heart and nerve and sinew<br />
To serve your turn long after they are gone,<br />
And so hold on when there is nothing in you<br />
Except the Will which says to them: &#8220;Hold on!&#8221;</p>
<p>If you can talk with crowds and keep your virtue,<br />
Or walk with kings&#8211;nor lose the common touch,<br />
If neither foes nor loving friends can hurt you;<br />
If all men count with you, but none too much,<br />
If you can fill the unforgiving minute<br />
With sixty seconds&#8217; worth of distance run,<br />
Yours is the Earth and everything that&#8217;s in it,<br />
And&#8211;which is more&#8211;you&#8217;ll be a Man, my son!</p>
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		<title>Liberation</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2010/01/09/liberation/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 09 Jan 2010 06:29:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Neutron</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I had an argument, in an elated state Few years back, with someone who understood The idea, but not through my eyes, a distorted palate, Here I am again, watching, standing on what I believe. This movie, a rebellion from mundane existence, Far moved thoughts, than Matrix ever has. Absolute resignation the key, to rise, [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I had an argument, in an elated state<br />
Few years back, with someone who understood<br />
The idea, but not through my eyes, a distorted palate,<br />
Here I am again, watching, standing on what I believe.</p>
<p>This movie, a rebellion from mundane existence,<br />
Far moved thoughts, than Matrix ever has.<br />
Absolute resignation the key, to rise, to see,<br />
An aghori created within,<br />
To know, to discern Liberation.<br />
Here&#8217;s another master piece, misunderstood.</p>
<p>This is another reason why I watch as many movies as I do and read as many fiction/poetry as I can get my hands on. May be I&#8217;m still searching for that affirmation for what I think I know&#8230;</p>
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		<title>Serendipity</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2009/12/15/serendipity/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 16 Dec 2009 01:30:36 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Just taking a walk on a beautiful morning, Watching fall colours waving in a dance, Blending with rustling symphony of leaves, Breaking the trance, cool, serene, gusts wafting A remote breakfast, delicious flavor, stimulating Higher senses without effort. Another day, mundane incident. Beauty immeasurable. Senses fulfilled. A life enriched. Related posts: Rain Heavenly downpour, an [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Just taking a walk on a beautiful morning,<br />
Watching fall colours waving in a dance,<br />
Blending with rustling symphony of leaves,<br />
Breaking the trance, cool, serene, gusts wafting<br />
A remote breakfast, delicious flavor, stimulating<br />
Higher senses without effort.</p>
<p>Another day, mundane incident.<br />
Beauty immeasurable. Senses fulfilled.<br />
A life enriched.</p>
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		<title>Satisfaction</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2009/12/08/satisfaction/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 08 Dec 2009 06:46:54 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Neutron</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Being hungry a minute and devoid of it the next, The sated feeling fills body and mind; If only food and everything else tasted heavenly Like this, every moment, beyond deliverance. One thought opposes, another cheers on, In difference, another sense of satisfaction. All transient pleasures short lived in eternal time, May be only the [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Being hungry a minute and devoid of it the next,<br />
The sated feeling fills body and mind;<br />
If only food and everything else tasted heavenly<br />
Like this, every moment, beyond deliverance.</p>
<p>One thought opposes, another cheers on,<br />
In difference, another sense of satisfaction.<br />
All transient pleasures short lived in eternal time,<br />
May be only the final sleep will quench this thirst.</p>
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		<title>Mind&#8217;s eye</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2009/11/07/minds-eye/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 07 Nov 2009 17:59:37 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Neutron</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[I&#8217;ve hummed along to the beat of this song by Wolfmother so many times but just listened to the lyrics and found them graceful and beautiful. Here&#8217;s the full lyrics for the song. When the time is right and the night is bright We will see the things we&#8217;ve come to find I&#8217;ve been searching [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I&#8217;ve hummed along to the beat of this song by Wolfmother so many times but just listened to the lyrics and found them graceful and beautiful. Here&#8217;s the full lyrics for the song.</p>
<blockquote><p>When the time is right and the night is bright<br />
We will see the things we&#8217;ve come to find<br />
I&#8217;ve been searching for just a little more<br />
but the days girl just slip away<br />
And the red sunset that we just met<br />
I can see forever</p>
<p>Come and see the mind&#8217;s eye<br />
We can find it if we try<br />
Come and see the mind&#8217;s eye<br />
Transfixed upon the why<br />
Come and see the mind&#8217;s eye<br />
We can find it if we try</p>
<p>Well they say it&#8217;s right if it feels alright<br />
When your love burns up in the mire<br />
So I burnt a fire for a lost desire<br />
See it burning higher</p>
<p>Come and see the mind&#8217;s eye<br />
We can find it if we try<br />
Come and see the mind&#8217;s eye<br />
Transfixed upon the why<br />
Come and see the mind&#8217;s eye<br />
We can find it if we try</p></blockquote>
<p>I&#8217;ve got to admit, there is some nice word play and poetry in there. Subtle and elegant.</p>
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		<title>karma</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2009/10/11/karma/</link>
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		<pubDate>Mon, 12 Oct 2009 04:52:48 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Neutron</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[In pain, and satisfied like a well-fed child, Conquering 22 miles in agony, amongst lost strides, In training, the test still weeks away, Work to be finished, and more miles ahead, Another journey with high hopes, treads. A good week, I presumed. Bugs fixed, a near marathon complete, but a little thought reveals a treat, [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>In pain, and satisfied like a well-fed child,<br />
Conquering 22 miles in agony, amongst lost strides,<br />
In training, the test still weeks away,<br />
Work to be finished, and more miles ahead,<br />
Another journey with high hopes, treads.</p>
<p>A good week, I presumed.<br />
Bugs fixed, a near marathon complete,<br />
but a little thought reveals a treat,<br />
Of more work remaining,<br />
Completion never in the vicinity.</p>
<p>Cause and effect do change,<br />
Perspectives, opinions and ambition;<br />
Work unfinished, drives and stalls elation.<br />
Does all this work still make the difference,<br />
Between life and beyond ?</p>
<p>I understand, action begets action, the inevitable,<br />
The more you try, the deeper you sink;<br />
Like caught in a quick sand, terrible<br />
the fright, the action necessary is to avoid action.<br />
When will I learn ?</p>
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		<title>Another year, another day.</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2009/09/17/another-year-another-day/</link>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 18 Sep 2009 04:38:41 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Neutron</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[It came by, it passed, Like every other day, the past year has; Memories past, of fun and frolic, linger, Every night with friends, included. With buddies and wine missing here I sit solemn working on my code; Come far I have, the past 15 years To reach the end of another episode. One day [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>It came by, it passed,<br />
Like every other day, the past year has;<br />
Memories past, of fun and frolic, linger,<br />
Every night with friends, included.</p>
<p>With buddies and wine missing here<br />
I sit solemn working on my code;<br />
Come far I have, the past 15 years<br />
To reach the end of another episode.</p>
<p>One day past, the fun does it last ?<br />
Here comes a new day with aspirations aloft.<br />
One more year. One more day.<br />
and I still really don&#8217;t feel that old&#8230;</p>
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		<title>Another revelation</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2009/03/07/another-revelation/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 08 Mar 2009 01:59:04 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Chance creates passages in ways unthought, Where lies the thrill in chaos fought ? Friends lead the stranded mind, Subtle yet sure the games and its deliverance. A revelation. A passing memory. Knowing knowledge cures, is half the journey. No related posts.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Chance creates passages in ways unthought,<br />
Where lies the thrill in chaos fought ?<br />
Friends lead the stranded mind,<br />
Subtle yet sure the games and its deliverance.</p>
<p>A revelation. A passing memory.<br />
Knowing knowledge cures, is half the journey.</p>
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		<title>Dammit I&#8217;m Mad !</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2009/02/18/dammit-im-mad/</link>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 18 Feb 2009 07:54:53 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>Neutron</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[Dammit I&#8217;m mad. Evil is a deed as I live. God, am I reviled? I rise, my bed on a sun, I melt. To be not one man emanating is sad. I piss. Alas, it is so late. Who stops to help? Man, it is hot. I&#8217;m in it. I tell. I am not a [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Dammit I&#8217;m mad.<br />
Evil is a deed as I live.<br />
God, am I reviled? I rise, my bed on a sun, I melt.<br />
To be not one man emanating is sad. I piss.<br />
Alas, it is so late. Who stops to help?<br />
Man, it is hot. I&#8217;m in it. I tell.<br />
I am not a devil. I level &#8220;Mad Dog&#8221;.<br />
Ah, say burning is, as a deified gulp,<br />
In my halo of a mired rum tin.<br />
I erase many men. Oh, to be man, a sin.<br />
Is evil in a clam? In a trap?<br />
No. It is open. On it I was stuck.<br />
Rats peed on hope. Elsewhere dips a web.<br />
Be still if I fill its ebb.<br />
Ew, a spider… eh?<br />
We sleep. Oh no!<br />
Deep, stark cuts saw it in one position.<br />
Part animal, can I live? Sin is a name.<br />
Both, one… my names are in it.<br />
Murder? I&#8217;m a fool.<br />
A hymn I plug, deified as a sign in ruby ash,<br />
A Goddam level I lived at.<br />
On mail let it in. I&#8217;m it.<br />
Oh, sit in ample hot spots. Oh wet!<br />
A loss it is alas (sip). I&#8217;d assign it a name.<br />
Name not one bottle minus an ode by me:<br />
&#8220;Sir, I deliver. I&#8217;m a dog&#8221;<br />
Evil is a deed as I live.<br />
Dammit I&#8217;m mad.</p>
<p>Poetry ? Well, it is a little hard to comprehend the meaning behind it but Palindrome you say ?! Yes. This is a 224 word Palindrome Poetry written by &#8220;Demetri Martin&#8221;. </p>
<p>via <a href='http://www.neatorama.com/2009/02/18/a-224-word-palindrome/'>Neatorama</a> and read from the original link at <a href='http://www.slate.com/id/2101150/sidebar/2101387/ent/2101353/'>Slate Magazine</a>.				</p>
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		<title>Inadequate language</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2009/01/23/inadequate-language/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 24 Jan 2009 05:49:35 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[My lack of command over the language disgusts me most times. Some times, it even forces me to stop talking. I remember once upon a time, I was fluent in more than 3 different tongues and now, I barely struggle to speak 2 of them without obvious trouble. Unfortunate though, the thoughts and feelings cannot [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>My lack of command over the language disgusts me most times. Some times, it even forces me to stop talking. I remember once upon a time, I was fluent in more than 3 different tongues and now, I barely struggle to speak 2 of them without obvious trouble. Unfortunate though, the thoughts and feelings cannot see an outlet without these words formed well, else you perceive what I write very differently from what I intend. Sure, this has happened all this while but now that questions haunt more, the experience becomes even more critical.</p>
<p>Language limits, thoughts and expressions<br />
Portrayed bland, lacking depth or feeling;<br />
That hunger amiss and inspiration misplaced<br />
Here written, more words without attachment.</p>
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		<title>The legend of Faust</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2008/12/26/the-legend-of-faust/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 27 Dec 2008 03:46:12 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[I have heard about the legend of Faust before but never had the chance to read it. As destiny would have it, I recently stumbled upon Faust again, one of the works by Goethe (Johann Wolfgang von Goethe), the one that made him apparently famous in the literary world of then Europe. For the past [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>I have heard about the legend of Faust before but never had the chance to read it. As destiny would have it, I recently stumbled upon Faust again, one of the works by Goethe (Johann Wolfgang von Goethe), the one that made him apparently famous in the literary world of then Europe.</p>
<p>For the past few days, piecemeal I&#8217;ve read and it is beautiful. My only regret is that I did not discover this gem before. </p>
<p>The tale of Faust is supposed to be Goethe&#8217;s greatest work into which he poured a lifetime of experience; the entire work took him his whole life and he finished the second part only a year before his demise. The literary work is written as a play (a poetical drama actually) and it portrays an interplay of religion, the supernatural, love, tragedy and the surreal. To give you an introduction about Faust, here&#8217;s a brief synopsis.</p>
<p>Faust is an old man, a sage or an alchemist, wise, learned and very pious. We see a conversation between God and Mephistopheles (satan) in which God remarks that Mephistopheles may try all he likes to tempt Faust; God is confident that Faust is too moral an individual to be tempted by anything. Mephistopheles sets to work, appearing to Faust and conversing with him. Faust is weary of life, and Mephistopheles is soon able to convince him that he could sample something more.</p>
<p>The story concerns the fate of Faust in his quest for the true essence of life. Frustrated with learning and the limits to his knowledge and power, he attracts the attention of the Devil (Mephistopheles), who agrees to serve Faust until the moment he attains the zenith of human happiness, at which point Mephistopheles may take his soul. Faust is pleased with the deal, as he believes the moment will never come.</p>
<p>In the first part, Mephistopheles leads Faust through experiences that culminate in a lustful and destructive relationship with an innocent and nubile woman named Gretchen. Gretchen and her family are destroyed by Mephistopheles&#8217; deceptions and Faust&#8217;s desires and actions. The story ends in tragedy as Gretchen is saved and Faust is left in shame.</p>
<p>The second part begins with the spirits of the earth forgiving Faust (and the rest of mankind) and progresses into rich allegorical poetry. Faust and his devil pass through the world of politics and the world of the classical gods, and meet with Helen of Troy (the personification of beauty). Finally, having succeeded in taming the very forces of war and nature Faust experiences a single moment of happiness.</p>
<p>The devil Mephistopheles, trying to grab Faust&#8217;s soul when he dies, is frustrated as the Lord intervenes — recognizing the value of Faust&#8217;s unending striving.</p>
<p>This has been one of the most interesting drama&#8217;s I have ever read. It portrays one of the imminent weaknesses of the human kind; The quest for knowledge and the impossibility to attain enlightenment without the passion. And It punches in all that with philosophical poetry. Enough said. Go grab a copy now and enjoy it.</p>
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		<title>A ritual unfolds</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2008/12/16/a-ritual-unfolds/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 16 Dec 2008 09:25:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[On the day of my father&#8217;s eve, I search again for serenity. Another thought lost and some more friends gained, Cliched references to a life not quit. Here I stay, with pain filled throat, I tear, I repair and I loathe ; This unknown reference pointing to lucidity Another answer to the final question. A [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>On the day of my father&#8217;s eve,<br />
I search again for serenity.<br />
Another thought lost and some more friends gained,<br />
Cliched references to a life not quit.</p>
<p>Here I stay, with pain filled throat,<br />
I tear, I repair and I loathe ;<br />
This unknown reference pointing to lucidity<br />
Another answer to the final question.</p>
<p>A new day dawns, a sky unfolds<br />
Gives hope and a ritual foretold.<br />
I await, eager to fulfill destiny<br />
The soul and body reaching maturity.</p>
<p>It hurts, to live in agony;<br />
It sears skin and heart with questions;<br />
But there lies false solutions everywhere,<br />
Can mind see truth in this worldly illusion ?</p>
<p>Scorned by the poor language,<br />
Words inadequate to express thoughts.<br />
Or is it the influence of wine and more<br />
That fumbles intended poetry into conceited dribble ?</p>
<p>My father. Guide me. Or take me. Now.</p>
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		<title>F-major and Ostinato on A</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2008/11/08/f-major-and-ostinato-on-a/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 08 Nov 2008 05:41:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Another thought, in another world perceived,Here lies the eternal music beyond.Sublimity in music and work and the worldHow shall I write this beauty felt in words. Amadeus. Da Vinci. Einstein.My heroes. Consigned to flames of woe.Every genius faces his misery,The reward disguised unseen until the moment. My moment, hopefully will be realized before it is [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Another thought, in another world perceived,<br />Here lies the eternal music beyond.<br />Sublimity in music and work and the world<br />How shall I write this beauty felt in words.</p>
<p>Amadeus. Da Vinci. Einstein.<br />My heroes. Consigned to flames of woe.<br />Every genius faces his misery,<br />The reward disguised unseen until the moment.</p>
<p>My moment, hopefully will be realized before it is late,<br />Here I watch, unfold a perfect story in harmony.</p>
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		<title>Marathon</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2008/10/11/marathon/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 11 Oct 2008 03:20:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Alone in a city full of people,Here I stare at fireworks along the shore;Hours away, a test about to unfold,For the physical and the pysche alike. This marathon, I wanted for so long,Shall push my physical limit to beyond.Zones I thought I tamed by mind,This body shall endure and conquer it too. If this were [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Alone in a city full of people,<br />Here I stare at fireworks along the shore;<br />Hours away, a test about to unfold,<br />For the physical and the pysche alike.</p>
<p>This marathon, I wanted for so long,<br />Shall push my physical limit to beyond.<br />Zones I thought I tamed by mind,<br />This body shall endure and conquer it too.</p>
<p>If this were to fail, then hear me,<br />This shall be my last strike.<br />For I will not quit this endeavor<br />Before tasting that medal awaiting me at 26.2 miles.</p>
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		<title>The black hole</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2008/09/07/the-black-hole/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sun, 07 Sep 2008 04:18:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[A long time feeling,Of feeling afloat, in sea wide,As far as eye can see, flowing with the tide,Something missing in this life another. Pressure from people I love,Unwilling to fulfill what might be necessary;This frantic soul escaping worldly needsWould stillness of the breath bring peace within ? Love untold to a woman beloved,Here I type, [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A long time feeling,<br />Of feeling afloat, in sea wide,<br />As far as eye can see, flowing with the tide,<br />Something missing in this life another.</p>
<p>Pressure from people I love,<br />Unwilling to fulfill what might be necessary;<br />This frantic soul escaping worldly needs<br />Would stillness of the breath bring peace within ?</p>
<p>Love untold to a woman beloved,<br />Here I type, without anyone beside,<br />There lies the black hole right by my side,<br />That I would love to bend my vision around.</p>
<p>Love. Vacation. More friends. I miss them all&#8230;</p>
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		<title>O Fortuna</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2008/05/06/o-fortuna/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 06 May 2008 15:17:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[O Fortuna is a poem from Carmina Burana, a collection of Latin poems written in early 13th century. I do not know what is enticing about the tune but the chorus, the rhythm resonates within me. For years, I have not known the meaning of the song and now here it is (translated to english). [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>O Fortuna is a poem from Carmina Burana, a collection of Latin poems written in early 13th century. I do not know what is enticing about the tune but the chorus, the rhythm resonates within me. For years, I have not known the meaning of the song and now here it is (translated to english).<br />
<blockquote>O Fortune,<br />like the moon<br />you are constantly changing,<br />ever waxing<br />and waning;<br />hateful life<br />first oppresses<br />and then soothes<br />as fancy takes it;<br />poverty<br />and power<br />it melts them like ice.</p>
<p>Fate &#8211; monstrous<br />and empty,<br />you whirling wheel,<br />you are malevolent,<br />well-being is vain<br />and always fades to nothing,<br />shadowed<br />and veiled<br />you plague me too;<br />now through the game<br />I bring my bare back<br />to your villainy.</p>
<p>Fate is against me<br />in health<br />and virtue,<br />driven on<br />and weighted down,<br />always enslaved.<br />So at this hour<br />without delay<br />pluck the vibrating strings;<br />since Fate<br />strikes down the strong man,<br />everyone weep with me!</p></blockquote>
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		<title>Devasabhathalam</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2008/04/05/devasabhathalam-2/</link>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 05 Apr 2008 07:44:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[A song, gives me peace,Elates me to places high,Without crutches or weird teaseI see tranquility and perfect harmony. Life moves me awayFrom serenity found and felt ;Insane thoughts and crazy friendsDeviate this mind at rest. Music, my final solution.For years, yet there is an alternateTo cure this cancer of the mind,Sangeetham, high hopes, chance,What difference [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>A song, gives me peace,<br />Elates me to places high,<br />Without crutches or weird tease<br />I see tranquility and perfect harmony.</p>
<p>Life moves me away<br />From serenity found and felt ;<br />Insane thoughts and crazy friends<br />Deviate this mind at rest.</p>
<p>Music, my final solution.<br />For years, yet there is an alternate<br />To cure this cancer of the mind,<br />Sangeetham, high hopes, chance,<br />What difference is there, in their meaning core ?</p>
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		<title>Wine filled clouds</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2008/02/28/wine-filled-clouds-2/</link>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 28 Feb 2008 01:28:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Darkness closing in at dusk,Clouds protecting earth from sun&#8217;s wrath,Blood spilt beauty, another one of his prank,Here lies serenity I&#8217;ve failed to see. No related posts.
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Darkness closing in at dusk,<br />Clouds protecting earth from sun&#8217;s wrath,<br />Blood spilt beauty, another one of his prank,<br />Here lies serenity I&#8217;ve failed to see.</p>
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		<title>New Year</title>
		<link>http://www.chaoticneutron.com/2008/01/01/new-year/</link>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 01 Jan 2008 06:56:00 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[Where heaven seems to thrive,In words and works so close by,There is this aloof self struggling to get by.How did life lead me to this dead end drive ? In struggle, poetry survives,Where flesh and bones struggle to capture,Essence unknown and lost in souls.Maybe there is meaning from all that thee derives. I resist nevermore [...]
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			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<p>Where heaven seems to thrive,<br />In words and works so close by,<br />There is this aloof self struggling to get by.<br />How did life lead me to this dead end drive ?</p>
<p>In struggle, poetry survives,<br />Where flesh and bones struggle to capture,<br />Essence unknown and lost in souls.<br />Maybe there is meaning from all that thee derives.</p>
<p>I resist nevermore to all that occurs,<br />Cause and effect drive my life,<br />In motion, I stand still.<br />Here&#8217;s to that new wave, the new year.</p>
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